Its time when one takes a step back to jump and perhaps I am doing the same. Sep 22nd was the day when I reached Patna. The vacation was supposed to be a 2 and half months long and I did very well surviving it.
I will like to look back at time and see what I have done and where I am right now to know what I can do. I came to Patna with couple of intentions, first to take a break from my hectic work, secondly to prepare for MBA entrance 09. This was the first time I planned anything where “study” came into picture and I did study. I look back at my courage where I was able to cut off my routine work and get into something which was very new and difficult, but at a same time I also look at my inability to be disciplined enough to achieve it. This led me to a question “was I really wanted to achieve it”, again to another “was I passionate about it”, again to “is it something else” and then to “is that just one part of the brain looking for an excuse of an upcoming failure”. Consciously I don’t know the answer to any of them.
Since my entire life I have dream t of being an Entrepreneur, not because I want to have money but I want power.
I feel Power breeds Power and there is no end to it and hence I can be put in a villainous category, also this lust of power never fades, its more intoxicating than any beautiful girl you would have ever seen. It eliminates the whole idea of being emotional. It forces you to take unethical actions and do harm when required. Often feeling has no place when it comes to logic and I might never be able to get out of this conflict between my emotions and logic. This does answer a part of my questions and my actions in the past, what worry me now is the future.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
99.99 % of the World Population are Politicians
I am going to write a controversial hypothesis, and I am sure that most of you might not agree with this generalization of mine. However let’s carry on.
Some great person has once said that 0.01% of the world Population are Intelligent. My question is what about the rest 99.99%. I say they are politicians. My hypothesis is a result of series of observations since my childhood. Just look around and you will see politicians, a lot and lot of them.
Let me start from the beginning of our time, we used to go to school and faced numerous experience. But didn’t we notice that the topper was the head boy and rest used to fight for being the house captains, well at least I had that experience.
We had a group and used to go out phishing, we often bullied those book nerds, today I see them VP and director of some company and leading thousands.
We travel by train, bus and Airplane and what not and we still find people talking, flaunting their opinion, selling their plan for improvement of the country and nevertheless criticizing the party they have been giving vote to.
We see people criticizing the caste system and its various impacts but when we go for arrange marriage we still look for girls in our own caste.
We go to high school, university, corporate world; pan ka Tafri, pizza hut, Barista you will find politicians. I am surprised to see that still we have so many problems when we have 99.99% politicians.
The best among us becomes our leaders to name a few lalu Prasad Yadav(Always got vote from Yadavs and Muslims for their benefit and did nothing), Raj Thakeray (Always got vote from Marathas and Poor farmers) till now didn’t get the chance to do nothing, and there are a lot and lot of them. These people try to command our life and they do and trust me these people will always be there.
What about the intelligent part, well I think they are the virtual leaders. They act and they perform. They are our entrepreneurs. They are the one who generate jobs, create opportunities, and improve our life styles. With the balance of the world shifted to capitalism we see these people controlling our lifestyle. One strong proof is India didn’t attack Pakistan after the 26/11 was because of the pressure from the Indian Entrepreneurs and the complex bond between their United States counterparts.
Wow 0.01% seeks control and 99.99 % seeks command. In the end it is the power struggle and the insecurity that determines who we are. An intelligent Individual or a Politician.
FYI: - I am a sales guy I am a Politician :)
Some great person has once said that 0.01% of the world Population are Intelligent. My question is what about the rest 99.99%. I say they are politicians. My hypothesis is a result of series of observations since my childhood. Just look around and you will see politicians, a lot and lot of them.
Let me start from the beginning of our time, we used to go to school and faced numerous experience. But didn’t we notice that the topper was the head boy and rest used to fight for being the house captains, well at least I had that experience.
We had a group and used to go out phishing, we often bullied those book nerds, today I see them VP and director of some company and leading thousands.
We travel by train, bus and Airplane and what not and we still find people talking, flaunting their opinion, selling their plan for improvement of the country and nevertheless criticizing the party they have been giving vote to.
We see people criticizing the caste system and its various impacts but when we go for arrange marriage we still look for girls in our own caste.
We go to high school, university, corporate world; pan ka Tafri, pizza hut, Barista you will find politicians. I am surprised to see that still we have so many problems when we have 99.99% politicians.
The best among us becomes our leaders to name a few lalu Prasad Yadav(Always got vote from Yadavs and Muslims for their benefit and did nothing), Raj Thakeray (Always got vote from Marathas and Poor farmers) till now didn’t get the chance to do nothing, and there are a lot and lot of them. These people try to command our life and they do and trust me these people will always be there.
What about the intelligent part, well I think they are the virtual leaders. They act and they perform. They are our entrepreneurs. They are the one who generate jobs, create opportunities, and improve our life styles. With the balance of the world shifted to capitalism we see these people controlling our lifestyle. One strong proof is India didn’t attack Pakistan after the 26/11 was because of the pressure from the Indian Entrepreneurs and the complex bond between their United States counterparts.
Wow 0.01% seeks control and 99.99 % seeks command. In the end it is the power struggle and the insecurity that determines who we are. An intelligent Individual or a Politician.
FYI: - I am a sales guy I am a Politician :)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
24th Nov 2009
This day is going to be a mark in the history of my life, as one of the worst day. Woke up in the morning to see Ind VS Sri lanka cricket match……if u are thinking it’s the cricket match then no its not, in fact India played wonderfully. The day started from the LG service center where I gave my mobile for repairing my Viewty or shall I say beauty….(Keys not working), when I received the phone, the display was not working, had a good fight at the service center and now I am looking forward to some serious revenge.
Trying to move on and hoping rest of the day will be good……..but it turn out to be worse when I recharged a wrong number for 500/-, It turned out that I was still wondering about the earlier fight when the guy asked for my number to get recharged. What a shame!!!!!
Anyway it didn’t end here the biggest one was yet to come, My Interview scheduled at 11 PM with the Director of Marketing calling from a MNC in Philadelphia.
Interviewer: How are you?
Me: M good, how are you doing? (As if How I met your mother is running on Television and Barney is asking a question to a prospective chick)
Interviewer: I am doing on the phone.
On a good day I could have taken this with a good laugh and replied something more humorous instead I stammered, sweat and most importantly got screwed on an Interview call which could have been much much better.
Never the less now while writing this blog, I can relate all my emotions of these events and learn.
Is it that the problem is to understand the problem rationally? One negative emotions leads to other, the chain carries on and suddenly one find himself sitting on a pile of problems and thinking what to do? Where I am? And most importantly how can I again run from these? A classic example of an escapist attitude.
Or is it because of the attitude that one does not forget these events easily and keeps all those tide of emotions Intact. A person who can’t differentiate between rational and irrational behavior?
Or is it because one is human.
I will continue my quest for answers and now will hope my readers will be prepared if they face similar situations.
God bless you all !!!!!!
Trying to move on and hoping rest of the day will be good……..but it turn out to be worse when I recharged a wrong number for 500/-, It turned out that I was still wondering about the earlier fight when the guy asked for my number to get recharged. What a shame!!!!!
Anyway it didn’t end here the biggest one was yet to come, My Interview scheduled at 11 PM with the Director of Marketing calling from a MNC in Philadelphia.
Interviewer: How are you?
Me: M good, how are you doing? (As if How I met your mother is running on Television and Barney is asking a question to a prospective chick)
Interviewer: I am doing on the phone.
On a good day I could have taken this with a good laugh and replied something more humorous instead I stammered, sweat and most importantly got screwed on an Interview call which could have been much much better.
Never the less now while writing this blog, I can relate all my emotions of these events and learn.
Is it that the problem is to understand the problem rationally? One negative emotions leads to other, the chain carries on and suddenly one find himself sitting on a pile of problems and thinking what to do? Where I am? And most importantly how can I again run from these? A classic example of an escapist attitude.
Or is it because of the attitude that one does not forget these events easily and keeps all those tide of emotions Intact. A person who can’t differentiate between rational and irrational behavior?
Or is it because one is human.
I will continue my quest for answers and now will hope my readers will be prepared if they face similar situations.
God bless you all !!!!!!
Monday, November 23, 2009
The Start....
I am amazed by the fact that I am writing my first blog. This is one thing I don't know why I am doing. There is no objective attached to it. All I know that it was suggested by a friend who is a genius in blog writing and here I am fully inspired and writing my first blog.
There are a lot of questions coming in my mind.... like what will people think when they read it ?....Will they like it ?.......Will I be able to impress people ? or just like my friend can inspire someone ? The truth is my mind selfishly started finding reasons to take advantage of this medium. It has started to make me believe that I could be famous one day through this Blog and I should continue writing.....and interestingly I am still following it.
Rationally I do not clearly see any reason as to How exactly I will become famous by this Blog ? but yes what I see is that I do have a channel where i can share my Thought, Knowledge and a little wisdom which I have gathered in these 25 years.
I will try my best to share what i have......God bless you all...........
There are a lot of questions coming in my mind.... like what will people think when they read it ?....Will they like it ?.......Will I be able to impress people ? or just like my friend can inspire someone ? The truth is my mind selfishly started finding reasons to take advantage of this medium. It has started to make me believe that I could be famous one day through this Blog and I should continue writing.....and interestingly I am still following it.
Rationally I do not clearly see any reason as to How exactly I will become famous by this Blog ? but yes what I see is that I do have a channel where i can share my Thought, Knowledge and a little wisdom which I have gathered in these 25 years.
I will try my best to share what i have......God bless you all...........
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